and i’m like crap i’m old 

and then i’m looking back on my life thinking: “shit

i spent (these) those 4 months
(this) that summer

being a sub-par version of me 
because <person/place/or thing>
made me feel <something that seems serious but i know i’m just being a bitch about>

that i can easily get over by remembering

that *I*

*AM* (and YOU ARE-yes, you)

 \\ *THE * CAT’S * PYJAMAS* ///  
 
and then i feel
+right
+happy
+real
+I DON’T GIVE A FUCK. NIGGA
+like the bomb
.com 

and then, i, just, stop, worrying.  

then i wanna go and do something that’ll make me

a. PROUD (>; w ;)/ 

b. (\^o^)/ LAUGH 

c. ~ p e n s i v e *(.____.)*  

d. comfortable~~~~(>/ u\)>+internet+food <3

e. smart (-@m@) %#/-^&3.14159265359

f. maybe even courageous
(/`*O*)/!!!!!! #!!!!!!!  

g. etc

..both now and when i’m {wrinkly :} 

- so i’m gonna go do d+e right now
because i wanna know how ‘cat’s pyjamas’ was coined 

oooooo, according to wikipedia: 

“A slang phrase coined by Thomas A. Dorgan. In the 1920s the word cat was used as a term to describe the unconventional flappers from the jazz era. This was combined with the word pyjamas (a relatively new fashion in the 1920s to form a phrase used to describe something that is the best at what it does, thus making it highly sought and desirable”